Yeah, I feel like shit, Im not beating myself up. (I had told him not to beat himself up over it, so he's being sarcastic here) You said you wanted to see more of me than that, and that was hard for me to send but not hard cause I felt a trust and security because of what we said and how we talk. I feel so fckn stupid, I have never done anything like that in my life. You have every right to feel the way you do because you cant help the way you feel, but so do I. God I wanted to make you happy and it blew up huge. I might not be around for a few days till my embarrasment wears off, I hope it does.